My own world

I realized this week that I'm a little too independent. I know God is totally there for me 100% and always will be but He also created relationship. He wants us to have good friendships and have people we love in our lives to share our hopes and dreams with and fears and failures. I suppose I spent a lot of my life cut off in letting people know how I truly felt. I didn't even like making decisions because I was afraid to upset people. I don't think you have to whine and complain all the time but I do think that being real with people is a must. I'm sorry to all who I closed off from my emotions, it's hard though you know when you feel like people don't listen or care about anything but your advise, or when people don't think your problems count because they aren't as big as theirs. Or when you've spent your whole life trying not to be a burden on people.